When I was a child, I was a very weak boy. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
He had childhood asthma and would suddenly find it difficult to breathe at night.
My chest feels tight and I can't breathe. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
There were many nights like that. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
On painful, sleepless nights, my grandmother was always there for me.
Gently rubbing my back, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
"It's okay." <\/p>\n\n\n\n
He calls out to me gently. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I still remember the warmth of his hand. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
To me, my grandmother was more than just family.
I felt like it was protecting my life. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
My mother was a bright and energetic person.
However, due to work and life circumstances, my sister and I were raised at my grandmother's house. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I have almost no memories of my father. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But as a child, I didn't feel particularly lonely.
Because my grandmother and my sister were there, and the warmth of family was there. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
My grandmother's house was also home to my uncle, who was ten years older than me.
He was a very intelligent, kind man and took good care of us. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The family was by no means wealthy.
However, my grandmother had prepared a small room for my sister and me. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wasn't a particularly good kid at school. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I always get a "1" in physical education.
The music is also "1".
The drawing is also "1". <\/p>\n\n\n\n
He was physically weak and not good at sports. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But strangely enough, I sometimes received good grades in some subjects, such as science and social studies. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
For some reason, I became interested in water, nature, fish, and other living things. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
On my days off, I would take my fishing rod and go out. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Go to the sea,
Go to the river,
Go to the pond. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
For some reason, when I went to a place with water, I felt calm. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
He was a boy with a weak body,
The only time I felt energized was when I was near water. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Looking out at the sea.
Watch the river flow.
Watching the fish swim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I really enjoyed those times. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Perhaps nature was helping.<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Standing near the sea or a river made me feel calm. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
She quietly embraced the boy, who still knew nothing. <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"